And, my mom looks aaaah-mazing for 80 years old. Still can't believe she's 80.

So, Evan's birthday week and weekend were a success. I am having a hard time processing that she'll be 18 in a short year. My babies will be out of the nest. I'm already sad about it. I have no idea what kind of headspace I'll be in then. If it were happening now, I'd be a wreck. I just love that girl so much. She is literally sunshine in human form.

On a completely different note, I am in a weird sort of holding pattern with regard to Antonio. He's not my boyfriend any longer but our lives are still somewhat intertwined. A friend of mine saw him entering a bar with a woman last week. I confronted him about it and he denies he was with anyone. Who do I believe? Does it even matter? I kinda don't even care. At first, I did a little. It's like, "Hey, buddy, the body isn't even cold over here." Ya know what I mean? But, he is free to do what he wants to do. So am I.

I joined Bumble again. Why. It's dumb. I have come across some pretty lame dudes...guys named Bingo, Sir, Rover, Zee...I mean, C'mon. The ones I do have an interest in, the ones I swipe right on? Those go away because they didn't like me back. Why am I doing this to myself?

Something cool happened this month, though. I got a new car! A new lease from Bob Baker. My sales guy Roy was the most no-nonsense dude on the planet. I got another Jeep. I think I'll be driving Jeeps for the rest of my life. I love them. This one is a she and she's named Skipper. haha

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